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If you some how find this, and think it's me. Don't tell me you know. Don't tell anyone you know. Because this is something I wish I could let my friends see... but they can't. I love life. I'm taking this thing one step a time because I don't know what i'm doing. If you want to read along and follow my confusion, then go right ahead.

stop hurting yourself.

Posted 2 years ago

“eh I guess.. it wasn’t worth it.”

you’re right, it wasn’t worth it. i know that too. it just hurts to hear it from you. you didn’t lose anything. you didn’t hurt anyone. but it wasn’t even worth it to you, either?

ouch.

and then i just HAVE to bring it up. i just HAVE to ask him, why it wasn’t worth it. but no, i can’t make it simple and just ask, “why wasn’t it worth it?” i say some stupid shit and all he can say is what? then i say, nvm i’m just being a girl. and it’s the truth. it doesn’t matter. i shouldn’t have said anything. i don’t want him worried and i don’t want him to know it was worth it to me. or was it? i don’t even know. but i do want him to know, or else i wouldn’t have said anything.

uhg. such a girl sometimes, such a fuckin’ girl.

hold your head up girl, life is good. life is complete. keep going.